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Jake87Game
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I've changed a fuckton in the past 2 years since I left this account
I go by Jenna now, please don't call me my username (I can't change it :c)
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Jenna @Jake87Game

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Ugh

Posted by Jake87Game - June 4th, 2018


Hello. Im not happy.

If you're reading this, thanks for acknowledging my existence. It really means something. I'm struggling. My Laptop is awful and cannot run anything I want it to run. I want to become a content creator of any form, but I cannot decide which field will be best for me, and that I want to do most. Animation, Art, Game developing, Game playing, or Music. 

I've thought of just doing all of the above, but that would be near impossible. I don't have the time, skill, or resources to do all of them. I'm mostly here to complain, but if you'd like to help thats great. All I want most for now is an upvote or comment or whatever so that I know that there are people out there willing to hear what I have to say (Or read what I have to type I guess).

I have some awful MS Paint art you can check out (well... only 1 right now but I might try and make more). Please don't hate... hate is the opposite of what I need.

If I come off as desperate or whiny or pitiful or whatever I'm sorry. I'm just typing what's on my mind. It's actually kinda theuraputic you should try it too :P

That's all... bye and thanks for reading.


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I acknowledge your existence. NEXT!

: save ~$400 for a decent desktop PC.

There's a program called GIMP which is pretty much a hobo version of Photoshop if you want something better than MS Paint.

Thanks you! I'll definitely check it out

don't worry about not being happy you can sometimes be sad and that comes with life. anyway i know how it feels to have not as much resorses. i have a leptop and i can't do alot with it but i try. for drawing if you want digital some recomended Fire alpaca (link: http://firealpaca.com/ ) i have used it a little bit and it's not bad you just need to learn alot for digital ^^ anyway for what i do with art is just drawing by hand and trying to inprove with that. i take pictures and post them. you just need a pencil and that is all. for other programs i don't know many because i don't make music or make games but i am sure some people know some programs for that. for doing everything you can do it, of course you start somewhere low but if you learn you still create, just try everything and you'll eventually find something you like doing. you can even try writing, it helps me alot for feeling better (and you find that alot on my profile as well) mabey it helps you as well. anyway i hope this helps a bit. (i know i talk alot and some find that anoying but i hope this helps out and i hope you will find the resorces your happy with)

Thank you. I'm much better now lol. I don't mind that you talk allot, it honestly makes me feel good that some people have allot to say to me. This helps allot and thanks so much! Have an amazing day! :D

@NyanaCreation @Jake87Game i'm glad to hear you feel better ^^ and i am happy to hear that you feel good that because i talk to much :p i have noticed some people find it annoying and want me to shut up so i apologize in advance for that now ^^ anyway i am glad i could help out that makes me happy. i hope you have an amezing day as well.