NyanaCreation 2018-09-06 17:33:26

so reading the first part, i think thats sad. for me i was kinda afraid to learn body proportions because i have the feeling i am bad at them but that just means i had to do it because it's the only way to get better at it. if you want to do it do it. others don't have to do anything with you and if they will call you that it's horrible of course but they don't deserve you. your really nice and awesome so they are the once missing out. i am sure you can do it.

the korean class sounds so cool. i am jealos to be honest. i have been wanting to learn japanese or korean for more than a year now but it isn't really possible but i know that if you learn korean it's easier from there to learn japanese. atleast that is what i heard from people who spoke origanally english and started to speak korean and then went over to japanese as well so it might make it easier. i wish i could take a class like that but i hope your having fun even though the teacher is a bit hard to understand.

then the part about your mom, from what i can hear she isn't really open to everything outside but you also need to keep in mind she is from a different period and some parents think the internet and people on there are very dangerous so but the inportant thing is that you enjoy yourself. that's what matter that your happy (and i know the Netherlands way to well :p you might guess why XD ) i am glad the person from there is nice to you ^^

also BF and GF can be toxic like that especially when it's your first one. when my ex best friend had her first bf she completly dissapeared for a couple months, until they broke up. mabey you can talk to him or see him at an specifick date. it's good there talking about sex (because you need to talk about it and see where the other is coming from) but you also have to make time for friends (unless your like me and your litterly stuck at classes and are home late and litterly can't do anything after) i hope you two can talk soon though. seeing a friend like that going up in smoke sucks but if you descide to talk to him be carefull with the words that you choose. gf and bf are like sensitive subjects. i hope you two can hang out soon though.

about thinking about guys in that way don't worry. it might be a phase or your part of the community now :p i never thought about liking girls or people in between before two years ago but i saw i didn't care. they just had to be nice and have a good personality. and i first was Bi (bisexual) and now pan (pansexual) if you like guys as well thats fine. you just need to find the right guy. i litterly had a crush on my best friend (girl) a couple months back not anymore but she was perfect. unfortunally she is straight so yah XD it sometimes take time but if you have thought about it and would say you would be with a guy if you thought about it (not the douchebags and stuff but just a nice caring guy you like) i doubt it's a phase :p but thats okay just saying ;) anyway it might be time to explore who you are. it helps alot atleast it did for me ^^