i am so sorry you feel this way. i honestly don't know to help you with this, the only thing i can imagen is you talking to someone. if your mom doesn't believe you go to school and ask for help there mabey some friends parents could help as well or try to talk to a friend or someone you trust to get it solved or atleast get it out. i can't help you further and i am so sorry. i have been in a horrible stressful invirment and with classes going again it has began to be worse. i am afraid i can't help you enough because of my own mental state but i hope so badly you feel better soon. you don't deserve this and if you ever need help i am there and i'll try to do my best.
OatmealPecheneg
Wow, this is really sad.
Well, I will be honest, you shall try to keep calm and take help from psychotherapist.
Jake87Game
I apologize. I hate it when I post things like this. But when I get in the mood, all I can do to keep me sane is to type it out and post it. I would delete it... but it doesn't feel honest to. I am sorry.