Just a remnant of the past
I've changed a fuckton in the past 2 years since I left this account
I go by Jenna now, please don't call me my username (I can't change it :c)
Jenna~💕#0221
Jenna
@Jake87Game
Age 22, Female
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NyanaCreation
i hope it's just thoughts, not like a physical voice because if that was the case i would check it out but the situation i can understand.i think it's more that you have to learn with the negative part of yourself. for me this is a huge part of me. i have alot of emotional trauma as well as physical scars all over my legs of self harm. for me i always lived in that dark hole but i have slowely seen that there are ways to make myself enjoy live. one of those things is ignoring bullshit comments :p like people compairing you to themselfs and trying to bring you down, for who you are etc. it's really hard to crawl out of that pit because for me i am so sure i will never be able to get out of it because i have to much bagage i walk around with. it sucks but i choose for myself and tried to help others what made my day alot better and because of that i got this huge support group. (what i still cannot believe because i am not special at all)
i started to enjoy and appreaciate all the little things in live, like being with friends and spending time with people. i dont know still how to get out of that hole because i have been stuck in that hole for 10 full years from what i can remember. but i know i can enjoy the little things. i dont fight anymore the dark part inside me because it's hurt and scared but i found one person i can trust with it. before i met him i shut it inside because people couldnt help me and that was kind of a mistake. talking to him and him caring about me was the biggest relieve i had in months mabey years. i think someone to talk to would really help even if it was just a friend or even a stranger. talking about what you feel or writing it down has saved my life multible times. and mostly the writing because i don't talk about how i feel :p anyway don't let the dark part destroy you and otherwise if it gets bad PM me okay. i am always willing to help out. anyway your amezing, friendly and talented don't forget that. i really think you could become so much more (and your already alot so that sais something) but after all that rambeling i can just say stay potitive ^^ and i believe in you.