NyanaCreation 2018-06-30 18:09:59

nice and long i like it ^^ anyway for the not having creativity part i think it is not true. some people can not draw and don't have intrest in it but they have an awesome eye for photo making. everyone is good at something. sometimes it doesn't have to be just drawing and like you said go exploring with it. try out making music, making art again, go make some stories or you could even make your own game. that all has his own creativity and it is not always bad to copy. of course you need to tell people you coppied it from someone and give them credit but your learning. i started out copying alot of games with there art and then made up my own stories. like your D&D character. mabey you could try drawing him or her or gender bend the character. try to draw the mom, the village, and the wizard that could be a start and if you don't know what to do just ask people what to do or just think of a rendom thing and start drawing that. also just looking up body posses helps alot with drawing. that is what i am doing. this way i learn how to make the body look right and in proportion. (and that can be difficuly because i want everything to be perfect)
also about the lying. this is a mayor thing to work on. for me of course i am not a goody two shoes but i try not to lie about anything. i tell my honest opinion because lying about it will not help anybody. especially if this quality makes you unhappy. when i was little i lied alot, like all the time but that never helped me out. i only got in more trouble. i also learned that the truth will always find a way back and the person will eventually find out if it is inportant and you don't want to be the person that lied to them. of course you can't fix that or get better the next day but if you start today just saying the honest truth eventually the right people will come your way. as well as being honest is a good quality to have it makes your friends trust you more, and people know you are trustworthy and if you keep lying you could get some major trust issues with friends. i had a friend who lied all the time. eventually i kicked her out of my life and didn't want to put another minute into seeing her. try to just work on it and i am sure you will be fine and try not to make the world the perfect fantasy where you did nothing wrong because people hate when you deny facts and make up stuff ^^ just some tips i guess or consiquenses depends on how you look at it :p

anyway i am glad you will be trying out new stuff and want to work on problems your not happy with. i am glad you can see them from yourself and are able to put in work so i am glad (because most people can't do that because they just think as themselfs as always right) i will be looking forward to your progress in discovering more things.